Kodi Ndandanda Yotanganidwa Imakhalabe ndi Nkhawa ndi Kupsinjika Maganizo?

Zamkati

• Kuda Nkhawa Kuwerenga
• Kukhazikika Kwadzidzidzi: Pakati pa Thanthwe ndi Malo Ovuta

Nthawi yatchuthi imayamba ndi thud kuno mdziko langa laling'ono. Ndiko Kuthokoza koyamba kopanda amayi anga, ndipo ikamayandikira, ndimamva kuti ndasochera. Ndipita kuti, tsopano popeza sindifunikanso kupita naye kukacheza ku nyumba yosamalira okalamba? Ndikumva kuwawa Mulungu. ”

Ndipo zowonadi, sinditero, m'malo mwake, ndimapanga nkhawa zanga ndi chisoni. Ndimachita zomwe ndimachita nthawi zonse ndikakhala kuti ndili ndi nkhawa, ndili ndi nkhawa komanso ndili ndekha. Ndimakwanitsa kuchita zambiri chifukwa kukhala wotanganidwa kumachepetsa kukhumudwa. Kapena ndikuganiza.

Ndikudikirira kuti ndiwone ngati abwenzi anga apamtima ali ndi phwando lawo lothokoza, koma chaka chino apita kukawona banja, ndiye zatuluka. Ndimalola kuyitanidwa ku banja lalikulu la abwenzi anzanga, komwe chakudyacho chidzakhala chabwino, ambiri m'banjamo sangakumbukire kuti adakumana nane kasanu ndi kamodzi kapena kasanu ndi kawiri, ndipo ndidzakhala ndi mwayi wolankhula ndi mzanga ndipo ana ake, ndikuwunika momwe mabanja amakhudzidwira, monga timadya. Ndithandiziranso mbale, ndikubweretsa mipando ingapo yopindika ndi botolo la vinyo, ndikukhala wochezeka, wosavuta.

Tchalitchi changa chikudya chodyera pambuyo pa msonkhano wakuthokoza, ndipo ndilembetsa chifukwa chikhala masana ndipo chakudya chamnzanga ndi 4:30. Ndimapereka kuti ndibweretse mbatata zosenda, mbatata zambiri zosenda, chifukwa munthu sangakhale ndi zochuluka kwambiri. Ndisangalala ndi mwayi wogawana chakudya ndi anthu ena omwe apatukana ndi mabanja awo ndipo akusungulumwa. Ndikuphunzira momwe ndingakhalire pandekha mu tchalitchi chodzaza mabanja, ndipo uwu ndi mwayi wabwino wowona omwe ali paokha. Ndine wodabwitsidwa kuzindikira kuti ndikuyembekezera mwachidwi chakudya chamadzulo ichi, ndipo ndili wachisoni kuti ndinalola chiitano chachifundo ku bas. Koma nditha kuchita zonse ziwiri. Kapena ndikuganiza.

Kenako sikubwera mavuto amodzi koma awiri: malingaliro amnzanga apamtima a Margaret asintha ndipo, pomwepo, ndikupereka kuphika chakudya chamadzulo masana, ndikusiya dongosolo langa lodzadya nawo chakudya chamatchalitchi. Ndipo pafupifupi nthawi yomweyo, ndimalandira foni kuchokera kwa bwenzi yemwe akuchita nawo bash, akundidziwitsa kuti nthawi yasintha kuyambira 4:30 mpaka 1:30. Ndikumva kukhala wokhumudwitsidwa, koma ndikangomaliza pang'ono, ndikuganiza, ndimatha kuchita zonse ziwiri.

Ndikulengeza kwa Margaret kuti chakudya chathu chamadzulo chizikhala cha 5:30 osati masana, ndipo ndikupereka kuti ndikapereke milomo ya mbatata yosenda ku chakudya chamatchalitchi ngakhale kuti sindidzakhalako - mwayiwu wavomerezedwa ndi mtima wonse , ndipo ndine wokondwa kuti thandizo langa ndilofunika. Ndimagula chakudya chamadzulo cha Margaret, ndikumwa mtengo, ndikupanga dongosolo lokonzekera ndikunyamula chakudyacho kupita kutchalitchi komanso kunyumba kwake kuti ndikafike ku bash nthawi ya 1:30. Zosavuta.

Ndikuwona makasitomala azachipatala Lachitatu, ndipo ndatopa kwambiri kuti ndipeze ndikupukuta mapaundi khumi a mbatata. Ndikuganiza kuti nditha kusiya ntchito zampingo ndikungosiya mbatata msonkhano ukuchitika; Ndimasiya zokonzekera Lachinayi m'mawa. Nditha kupanga.

Mwina ndikudera nkhawa za kutalika kwa kukonzekera komwe kungatenge, ndimakhala ndi tulo ndipo ndimadzuka 2:30 m'mawa ndikuyamba kusenda mbatata. Ndimawapeza, ndikukonzekera kwina, kumachitika nthawi yokwanira. Ndimaganizira zogona pa 8:30 ndisanapereke chilichonse, koma ndikuzindikira kuti ndikangogona, ndimatha kuperekera chakudya kwa Margaret ndikupita kutchalitchi nthawi ya 10:30, ndisanapite ku bash ndikupita kwa a Margaret chakudya chamadzulo. M'nyumba yomwe Jack adamanga , ubongo wanga umayamba kupopa. Koma ndikudziwa ndikhoza.

Ndipo ndimachita izi: Ndimasiya mbatata, zopaka, gravy, casserole wobiriwira, msuzi wa kiranberi, cider wonyezimira, ndi Turkey ndi Margaret, komwe ndimazindikira kuti mautumiki anga alandiridwa bwino. Ndabweretsa ma latte kuti ndigawane, koma sindinayitanidwe kuti ndikakhale. Ndikumva wosamvetseka, wosasangalala, wopweteka. Ndagwira ntchito yambiri kuti ndikonzekere chakudya chamadzulo ichi. Kutha kwa nkhawa mwa ine: ndalakwa chiyani? Ndikupita kutchalitchi, ndikumata latte yanga yokoma kwambiri, ndimakhala ndi zotheka zingapo, zolephera zingapo mwa ine. Mwina sindinachite zokwanira, mwina ndinali wolamulira pakubweretsa chakudyacho, mwina ndizovuta kuti Margaret aphike Turkey. Zolumikizana zowona sizikugwira ntchito pakadali pano.

Ndimafika kutchalitchi nthawi ikakwana kuti ndikaike mbatata mu uvuni kuti zizimva kutentha. Andiuza ndi omwe amakonza mgonero kuti wina wabweretsa mbatata zosenda zambiri. "Sanasainine," akutero Ellen modandaula. Pepani, sindimadziwa. ” "Chabwino," ndimatero pang'onopang'ono, ndikunyalanyaza mkwiyo wanga wachidule. “Mwina anthu atha kupita kunyumba. Ndili ndi zambiri kuposa zomwe ndimafunikira. ” Amagwedeza, koma nkhope yake ikuwonetsa chisoni. Mwina amawona china pankhope panga, zomwe sindimalola kuti ndimve.

Ndimachoka kukhitchini ndikupita kumalo opatulika, komwe ndimakhala ndekha pampando ndikumvetsera nyimbo zoyambilira, nyimbo zingapo za Thanksgiving. Ndikuwona omwe alipo: mabanja atatu kapena anayi okhala ndi ana, theka la akazi khumi ndi awiri ochokera kunyumba yaying'ono, wansembe wachikatolika wochokera kunyumba ya amonke, woyang'anira Episcopal, mtumiki wathu, ndi anthu pafupifupi 30 omwe ali okha. Ambiri aife ndife azaka zapakati, okhazikika bwino, mamembala ampingo. Ntchito ikupitilira, ndazindikira kuti pafupifupi tonsefe osakwatira timapukuta maso athu ndi mipango kapena Kleenex m'malo osiyanasiyana.

Kuda Nkhawa Kuwerenga

Kukhazikika Kwadzidzidzi: Pakati pa Thanthwe ndi Malo Ovuta