Dissociative Identity Disorder: Therapist's Own Experience

Malingaliro athu amagwira ntchito modabwitsa kuti atiteteze ku zovuta zomwe zimachitika m'miyoyo yathu yonse. Omwe amapezeka kuti ali ndi dissociative identity disorder (DID) amationetsa momwe tingakhalire olimba mtima pakupulumuka zoopsa komanso / kapena kuzunzidwa.

Zolemba Kutanganidwa Mkati amatsata Karen Marshall, wogwira ntchito zachipatala wololedwa komanso wodziwa bwino za DID. Marshall wapezeka kuti ali ndi DID mwiniwake ndipo amagwiritsa ntchito zomwe adakumana nazo kuwongolera makasitomala ake pochira. Kanemayo akuwonetsa onse a Marshall ndi makasitomala ake m'malo aukadaulo komanso zawokha, kutipatsa mawonekedwe apamtima a anthu omwe akukumana ndi vutoli.

Wowongolera kanemayo, Olga Lvoff, amagawana chisankho chake chongoyang'ana momwe angachitire osati malingaliro a akatswiri. Akufotokozera kanemayo ngati "zenera lowonera dziko lapansi momwe anthu omwe ali ndi DID amakhalira. Mutha kungokhala nawo. ”

Zochitika mu kanema ndizakuya. Imasangalatsa anthu omwe ali ndi DID momwe timakwanitsira kutenga nawo gawo pamavuto ndi kupambana kwawo. Chikhalidwe cha filimuyi chimatipangitsa kukayikira momwe ubongo wathu komanso zamkati zimapangidwira. "Zimatipangitsa kulingalira pazinthu zambiri zomwe timamvetsetsa zenizeni," akutero Lvoff.

Pokambirana ndi Trauma & Mental Health Report (TMHR), a Marshall adafotokoza za DID:

“Kusokonezeka kwa chizindikiritso cha chidziwitso ndi kukhala ndi mawonekedwe awiri kapena kupitilira apo komanso osiyana pakati pa thupi limodzi. Ziwalo zosiyanasiyana zimagwira ntchito m'njira zosiyanasiyana. ”

ANAKHALA ngati njira yothanirana ndi zovuta zazitali komanso zovuta zaubwana. Pokumana ndi zovuta, mwana amatha kutuluka m'matupi awo m'maganizo otchedwa "kudzipatula." Kuti adziteteze ku zovulaza, magawo ena a iwo okha amatha kugawanika kukhala anthu osiyanasiyana. Izi ndikuti tilewe kudzikumbukira ndikukumbukira zokumana nazo zowopsa. Makhalidwe osiyanasiyanawa, omwe nthawi zina amatchedwa "kusintha," amatha kuwonetsa magawo osiyanasiyana amakulidwe omwe achitidwapo, ndichifukwa chake osintha ambiri amawoneka ngati ana. Marshall amagawana zidziwitso zake pamavuto amiyoyo yamkati:

"Muzochitika izi, ana sanakhalepo ndi mwayi wokhala ana. Ichi ndichifukwa chake kuchiritsa achinyamata mkati ndikofunikira kwambiri. Zingakhale zothandiza kukhala ndi dziko lamkati lomwe limaphatikizapo nyumba zamatabwa kapena mathithi, chilichonse chomwe ana angasinthe. ”

Kwa iwo omwe adachita, Marshall akufotokoza kuti zingakhale zovuta kusiyanitsa zamakono ndi zam'mbuyomu chifukwa zina mwa izo zimamveka bwino ngati kuti akuvutikabe. Marshall akutiwuza zomwe adakumana nazo ndi DID:

"Ndinazindikira kuti china chake chimachitika ndi ine, koma sindinatchule kuti chinali chiyani. Idafika pachimake patatha sabata lovuta kwambiri. Ndimamva ngati khomo lotembenukira, ngati ziwalo zosiyanasiyana izi zikutuluka ndipo ndinalibe mphamvu yolamulira chilichonse. Ndinkachikoka pamodzi kuti ndichite chilichonse chomwe ndimayenera kuchita, kugwa ndikabwerera kunyumba, kenako ndikudzuka ndikuchitanso zonse. Izi zidachitika mpaka nditapeza wothandizira yemwe amamvetsetsa momwe angagwirire ndi DID. "

Lvoff amagawana kufunikira kokhala ndi chiwonetsero chazomwe anthu omwe ali ndi DID. Anatinso ndichifukwa chake ambiri omwe atenga nawo mbali adasankha kusewera mufilimuyi, chifukwa "adawona ngati atolankhani adalimbikitsa DID ndipo mawu awo sanayimilidwe." Mofananamo, Marshall akunena kuti akuganiza kuti "anthu amawopa omwe ali ndi DID. Kuopa kuti gawo lituluka lomwe likufuna kupweteketsa ena. Ngakhale, nthawi zambiri amadzipweteka okha kuposa ena owononga. ”

Marshall akufotokozera malingaliro ake polemba kuti kudzipatula ndi vuto komanso njira yodziwira matenda:

"Kwa anthu ena, zimawapatsa chifukwa chovomerezera zomwe akumana nazo ndikumvetsetsa chifukwa chake sizomveka. Mwanjira ina payenera kukhala chilolezo chokhala ndi mavuto. ”

Rosalee, wosintha yemwe amagawana "thupi" ndi Marshall, akuwonjezera kuti:

“Ngati dzina lomwe tapatsidwa ndi matendawa silikugwirizana, sitikusamala, limangokhala la inshuwaransi. Zimapindulitsa momwe timagwirira ntchito ndi inu, koma tidzazindikira, titha kukhala ndi dzina lina. ”

Marshay, m'modzi mwa makasitomala a Karen adawonetsedwa Kutanganidwa Mkati , anali ndi vuto lakumulandira kuti adziwe kuti DID adapezeka mufilimu yonseyi. Rosalee akufotokoza kuti izi zitha kukhala zovuta kuchita:

“Kuvomereza kumatanthauza kuthana ndi vuto loti panali chinthu china chosasangalatsa kwambiri chomwe chidachitika. Nthawi zina anthu sangapite kumalo amdima aja, ndiye amalimbana nawo. ”

Marshall akufotokozera momwe matenda ake a DID amathandizira momwe amathandizirana ndi makasitomala ake akamathandizidwa:

“Nditha kupeza njira zosiyanasiyana zothandiza anthu, ngakhale sangakonde. Zikatero, zili bwino, tipeza njira ina. Mwachitsanzo, tili ndi Marshay, timatchula anthu osiyanasiyana monga mitundu ya utawaleza chifukwa ndiomwe amamugwirira ntchito. ”

Atakhala nthawi yayitali akuwunika zoopsa zawo ndikudumphadumpha m'mbuyomu, Rosalee akufotokoza momwe ziwalo zosiyanasiyana za "thupi" zimasangalalira ndikusangalala. Amati:

“Sitikufuna kukhala munthu m'modzi. Sitikudziwa bwanji, ndipo sizimveka kwenikweni. Kodi mumakhala bwanji? Tikudziwa kukhala ambiri, koma sitikudziwa kukhala m'modzi. ”

Mutha kuwonera ngolo ya Kutanganidwa Mkati Pano . Zolemba idzakhala ikutsitsidwa pa intaneti pakuwonetsa koyamba pa Marichi 16th mpaka Epulo 15th.

- Chiara Gianvito, Wolemba Wopereka , The Trauma and Mental Health Report

- Mkonzi Wamkulu: Robert T. Muller, The Trauma and Mental Health Report

Umwini Robert T. Muller